#Fiction Monday (197) - Observing the disappearanceObservand ideea de disparitie

This game is hosted by Vinitha Dileep, on her blog  'Reflections' and
I discovered it on Esha's  blog. This time  the  word prompt is 'DISAPPEAR'.

'Totul este pe cale sa dispara. Trebuie sa te grabesti
daca inca vrei sa vezi lucruri'. (Paul Cezanne)

I admit that I like order. It's just that I always manage to 'achieve' only an ordered chaos.
But I have big problems with this too. Especially since in the recent years, participating
in all kinds of creative games that involve diverse raw materials, when it ends up on the
table and next to it, I consider it a miracle that I still have room to work on the computer,
draw or glue, take pictures... You get the idea... Lucky that I have an understanding half,
who reads quietly, balancing the atmosphere!
Lately I consider that I have become wiser! If I need something, but it has disappeared
from the landscape for various reasons, I consider that the universe has decided for me
and I no longer keep looking, because it is still possible that I will not find it.
I simply change tactics, even risking changing my ideas completely. Statistically speaking,
things have turned out even better than I had initially hoped.
So I am no longer afraid of such disappearances. I won't talk about other disappearances, because however, no matter how many timelines and universes some say that there are,
I won't know for now what and how...
But I have to mention the ghostly fog, because sometimes I like to disappear in its story...
Or discover ways to make my bubble of reality disappear, so that maybe I can start to
understand something of the 'big' reality.
Although I think I'd better start to inventory my limits. I don't know if they can disappear,
but by keeping them under observation, maybe I can optimize them...

'Lumea nu dispare cand inchizi ochii, nu-i asa'?

Recunosc ca imi place ordinea. Doar ca mereu reusesc sa 'realizez' doar un
haos ordonat. Dar si cu acesta am mari probleme. Mai ales ca in ultimii ani,
participand la tot felul de jocuri creative ce presupun materie prima diversa,
atunci cand aceasta ajunge pe masa si pe langa ea, consider ca este chiar o
minune ca mai am loc sa lucrez la calculator, sa desenez sau sa lipesc, sa fac
poze... Intelegeti ideea... Noroc ca am parte de o jumatate intelegatoare,
care citeste linistit, ehilibrand atmosfera!
In ultimul timp consider ca m-am inteleptit! Daca am nevoie de ceva, dar acela
a disparut din peisaj din variate motive, consider ca universul a decis pentru
mine si nu mai stau sa caut, ca tot e posibil sa nu gasesc. Pur si simplu schimb
tactica, chiar riscand schimbarea ideilor complet. Statistic vorbind, lucrurile
au iesit chiar mai bine decat sperasem initial.
Asa ca nu mai imi e teama de astfel de disparitii. Despre altele nu vorbesc,
pentru ca totusi, la cate linii temporale si universuri spun unii ca exista, nu
voi sti deocamdata ce si cum...
Insa trebuie sa amintesc despre fantomatica ceata, pentru ca uneori imi
place sa ma pierd in povestea ei...
Sau sa descopar caile prin care as face sa dispara bula mea de realitate,
ca poate as incepe sa pricep si eu ceva din realitatea cea 'mare'.
Desi cred ca mai bine as incepe sa-mi inventariez limitele. Nu stiu daca
pot disparea, insa tinandu-le sub observatie poate le mai optimizez...

'Rabdarea si perseverenta au un
impact magic, care face ca problemele
si obstacolele sa dispara'.

#Fiction Monday (196) - To sigh or to smile?


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