#Fiction Monday (221) - A complicated target! O tinta complicata!

This game is hosted by Vinitha Dileep, on her blog  'Reflections' and
I discovered it on Esha's  blog. This time  the  word prompt is 'ALBUM', 
connected with the words from the games I've missed:
GLEAM, SCRIBBLE, STARTLE, HURRY, RADAR, STRANGE.

Last year, during the Holidays, I wrote down an idea - goal on a scribble. It's quite 
complicated, but because it came like all 'aha's' come, I considered it important, even 
if it was a little strange. It's true that I had a slight startle when, writing it down in a 
hurry, so as not to disappear, I understood not only that it was very difficult to achieve 
it, but that I wouldn't be able to materialize it, without making some changes in this 
present, to myself. 
Since then, I've noticed that new ideas keep appearing, which I feel are helpful, which 
makes me happy! Because if I've 'received' a theme, it is also accompanied by a gleam 
that lights the way. So my mind's radar already has it on the screen. 
I just need to correct the compass head, to reach the destination faster. As the patience 
of the Universe, it certainly has a limit regarding mortals. 
Until then, I'm seriously thinking about creating my own album, with certain image-effects 
that always spring up, seasoned with thoughts spreaded over time and that could become a 
kind of helpful net. When there are many things to think about, I become enthuziastic.
I partially understand this mechanism, but it is an extremely useful fuel. 
However, there is something else I still have to work on: to feel the emotion of an achievement 
as if it were accomplished before its materialization. 
I have noticed a certain skepticism in understanding this idea, whose roots seem to stretch 
into a time that I cannot perceive. However, I wonder if understanding its meaning would not mean understanding another idea, regarding the overlapping of the past, present and future in my 'now', which is even more complicated. But with the understanding of this 'complicated'
idea, I think that a gate could simply open through which I can reach the target faster. 
... So it's worth focusing on the theme!

Anul trecut, in preajma sarbatorilor, am scris pe un biletel o idee - tinta.
Este destul de complicata, insa pentru ca a venit asa cum vin toate 'aha'-urile,
am considerat-o importanta, chiar daca un pic ciudata. Este adevarat ca am 
avut o usoara tresarire cand, notand-o in graba pentru a nu disparea, am inteles
nu numai ca este foarte dificil de realizat, dar nici nu as putea sa o materializez
fara a mai face oarece schimbari in tot ceea ce insemn eu in acest prezent.
De atunci incoace am constatat ca tot apar idei noi, pe care le simt ajutatoare,
ceea ce ma bucura! Pentru ca daca am 'primit' o tema, ea este insotita si de o
sclipire ce lumineaza drumul. Asa ca radarul mintii mele o are deja pe ecran.
Trebuie doar sa mai corectez cap compasul, pentru a ajunge la destinatie mai
repede. Ca si rabdarea Universului, cu siguranta are si ea o limita privind
muritorii.
Pana atunci ma gandesc serios sa imi creez propriul album, cu anumite 
imagini-efecte ce mereu izvorasc, asezonate cu ganduri asternute 
in timp si care ar putea deveni un fel de plasa ajutatoare.
Atunci cand sunt multe lucruri de gandit, ma cuprinde entuziasmul.
Mecanismul lui il inteleg partial, insa este un combustibil extrem de util.
Mai este insa ceva la care mai am de lucru. Sa simt emotia unei realizari
ca si implinite inaintea materializarii ei. Am observat un anume scepticism 
al intelegerii acestei idei, ale carei radacini pare sa se intinda intr-un timp 
ce nu il pot percepe. Totusi ma intreb daca nu cumva a-i intelege
sensul ar insemna sa pricep o alta idee, privind suprapunerea trecutului,
prezentului si viitorului in 'acum'-ul meu, ceea ce e si mai complicat.
Insa odata cu intelegerea acestui 'complicat', cred ca pur si simplu 
s-ar putea deschide o poarta prin care se poate ajunge mai repede la tinta.
... Asa ca merita sa ma concentrez pe subiect!

#Fiction Monday (220) - The nature rhyme

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